Thursday, July 16, 2009

Being in a rut

Right now I'm in a place in my life where I can't and I don't want to do anything. Why??? Well I can't pin it down to any one reason. Collection of things.
I'm angry. Somewhere something's ticked off in my mind. I can't seem to control it. I'm depressed. I have been for some time now. I'm lacking confidence.
I've tried talking to people. Read books. Watched movies. Tried to forget it and move on... but nothing seems to work.
I just wish I didn't think about things so much. I just wish I could live the day without having to think so much about the future. I wish the people I care about could understand me.
Alas, I feel I'm asking for too much!

11 comments:

Venky said...

i can tell one thing time has this tendency to heal thing whatever it may be it can change your outlook like u have never imagined.

A New Beginning said...

Hey Ajai!I dont think you're askn for too much..this is one of those phases in life when time comes to a standstill and life seems to stagnate..it happens with everyone so its pretty normal, dont worry at all:)
The people we care for do understand us, but sometimes we too fall short of understanding them, which creates a kind of a gap between relationships and this is when we need to talk things out..politely and keeping in mind that its not always the otherside thats wrong. Sometimes we all are correct but its just the situations get a bit mismatched..you just need to calm down and move with the flow..time has great healing power.
Whatever the situation maybe and however tough life might seem to be,just remember that theres always a way out..there is a tomorrow waiting at every door step..you just need to be positive enough to open the door and let it in...the door that would open with a positive mind and a firm belief in oneself and ones abilities.
Cheer up!!Life comes in waves..the next flow would be strong enough to clear out all that has gone wrong.....believe in it and it happens:) Take care!

Ayesha Parveen said...
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Rakesh Vanamali said...

Everything that happens, happens so for a reason, that is understood and come to terms with after the incident..... let the experience file into you!

Ayesha Parveen said...

Hey Ajai!

It happens to each person, believe me. I think it will help you if you can trust God as your best friend; He will help you out. Take one day at a time; it usually works in dealing with depression and falling into ruts.

Best wishes :)

Ayesha

issam said...

Mate!!! Cheerio man...
Don't let the waves of depression engulf you... You are strong enough to handle it...
You've got it in you to stand up and shout...

A New Beginning said...

Ajai Cheer up and come back!!We are waiting for a new post!!

sayrem said...
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sayrem said...

thats a contrast. rite now i feel like doin absolutely EVERYTHING.

Mad Blogger said...

Guess everyone goes through such a mental state at different points of time in their lives.. Hence I would say its not abnormal to be in such a state. This is the time when u need to be surrounded by some of ur best pals, ur loved ones, to give you that strength of mind to get out of all the emotional rut.believe me, this is just a temporary phase; I can say it cos I had been through these kind of situations many times in my life; and everytime I had te endure this, I went back to my loved ones. Moreover take these moments in life to have a bit of introspection about urself - abt what is it that makes u happy, what is it that you want out of your life. As one of my best buddies said once when I was in such a state, trying to cheer me up - its good that you are depressed once in a while; cos thats when you realise the value of all the happy things that happened in your life; and the next time a happy thing happens, you tend to enjoy it better.. So cheer up mate!!! And try to get out of the depression as soon as possible.. :)

shruthi pankaj said...

I can find a reason for you to be happy- count the number of comments you got for the post, Well that's not a small number :-)

Just drift with time, you can never fight against it...but change with time....
And the greatest and wonderful thing about time is that it never shows you the same stuff again and again...so :-)